A corollary to an earlier piece on words and writing.
(The earlier piece talks about how words are both my strength and weakness, and in not nourishing the strength I have let the weakness grow)
Further into the way words are being a paradox in my life, even while being in the pursuit of truth and writing it, I also use a lot of words to hide unpleasant truths first from myself and hence perhaps from the other as well. I have not done this consciously and not all the time, and it cannot somehow fall in the category of lying, but words become a coping mechanism many times to deal with life events and situations that one does not feel capable of handling. And this has been happening at a very metal level. I also realise that I have seen this phenomenon in the other and criticised it and so on and thus intellectualised the whole matter for myself.
I also see that often when there is clarity and truth, words are fewer and sharper and flowing. Mostly, a poem comes out of me. How insightful are the words of Chaturvedi Badrinath: "the paradox of language is that silence is its highest function."
(The earlier piece talks about how words are both my strength and weakness, and in not nourishing the strength I have let the weakness grow)
Further into the way words are being a paradox in my life, even while being in the pursuit of truth and writing it, I also use a lot of words to hide unpleasant truths first from myself and hence perhaps from the other as well. I have not done this consciously and not all the time, and it cannot somehow fall in the category of lying, but words become a coping mechanism many times to deal with life events and situations that one does not feel capable of handling. And this has been happening at a very metal level. I also realise that I have seen this phenomenon in the other and criticised it and so on and thus intellectualised the whole matter for myself.
I also see that often when there is clarity and truth, words are fewer and sharper and flowing. Mostly, a poem comes out of me. How insightful are the words of Chaturvedi Badrinath: "the paradox of language is that silence is its highest function."
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